"u mad bro?": on jealousy and “Beef”

Ironically, maybe, I’ve never felt a more potent grade of jealousy than the strain that’s been flooding my system over the past few months. It’s as if milestones provoke some kind of immune response with their completion, like a fever your body conjures to smoke out previously undetected pathogens, or underlying veins of desire that you didn’t know exis…